The things that one grey filly hides drags her down more then you could ever know.

Singing done by The Jester: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCT5hYZvCCjCJqldPgbr8zMw

Beat by me.

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Lyrics:  there are things that happen in life
that can be a mental fight

it's the story of my life
my past to present it's not alright

my own secret i've kept hidden
slowly to the surface it has risen

but i dont know what to do
after all the things I've done to you

there's one reason why I try
why every day I live this lie

I'm to afraid to tell the truth
because I dont know what she'd do

I'll try to help you understand
raise the curtain up on my sham

tell you where it all got started
when with from myself i parted

she was all alone and cold
living like an empty soul

no one ever gave her a chance
and that's when i did take my stand

I thought she needed someone
a kid who wouldn't turn and run

I acted like her and then
I asked her if she'd be my friend

thought that I could help her see
just how nice having friends can be

sadly it did not work out
all it did was just drag me down

but the blame I don't place on her
from me being good she could have learned

at the time I too was alone
so my first friend I had to hold

though she does things I don't agree
she still means the world to me

you don't know the side I do
the love she has is pure and true

she's always been there for me
when I am hurt she's comforting

staying up late in the night
holding me close while I cry

always stong and by my side
these are all the reasons why

I don't want to let her see
hurting others doesn't make me happy

everything here is my all fault
I'm the help she could have saught

but insted I let her go
realeasing her pain that comes from home

her life has been full of neglect
now you see that I'm the bad friend

I dont deserve a friend like her
while I leave her heart to hurt

and i know that I've done you all wrong
and that is why I made this song

I tell you I dont want to loose her
I love her like she's my sister

so I ask you please forgive me
this isn't how I ment it to be