https://ditherer.bandcamp.com/album/further-notes Based on https://pastebin.com/6umUBsAr -----------Lyrics----------- I tell you that I love you and you’re shaken But it’s how I feel and if you love me it’s okay then I don’t want to ever go home, can I stay in? If we never tell another soul it’s okay then. I won’t let you fade away or turn a seamstress Made that as a promise and I’m always gonna keep it Afternoon, running to your office feeling heedless I know it could be weird but you’re the one I want to be with Hi I’m Twilight, I’m fine like, I got detention From Harshwhinny and somehow didn’t die of ice-spikes She cancelled, then I got lessons for a bright side I made a friend, notice how she’d always try for dry eyes Now every hand brush my heart murmurs Sit in class, doing math, doing art for her Plus Dad’s gone, Mom’s drunk, dare to choose CHS can send us to a mentor’s convention except we share a room Ohmigosh, quiet in her car until we get to it Then spend a day with Ms. Cheerilee her ex-student Later in the room, something’s on her chest, says She’ll die alone, childless, loveless, I just lose it - [mwah] Great gasp, fucking great Brain-blast huffing paint, age-gap twenty eight Take-back, nothing same, take back, shoved away, Except she doesn’t shove away, wait that’s - [mwah] Then she freaks out, I’m holding her Tell her it’s alright, it’s okay, I don’t know the words I just think I love her and I know to keep a secret Please, it could be weird but you’re the one I want to be with Lady Grinning Soul, Lady Grinning Soul Lady Lady Lady Grinning Soul I just love you Lady Grinning Soul, Lady Grinning Soul Lady Lady Lady Grinning Soul I just love you Staying over, feeling healthier or thereabouts Her name’s Victoria, I wouldn’t wanna wear it out So more like Ms. Harsh, time alone, it’s sparse The time outside her office til the day’s end could split hearts And keeping secrets... not easy as all that I wish there was a piece of safe ground where we could fall back They’re breathing down my neck, take a sick day and haul ass To Harsh’s house, slipped and called her Mom but she called back