Simple little update on what's been going on.
Music Used:
Rocket Ship Resort & Shady Vox - After Midnight (Living Tombstone Remix): http://youtu.be/0VfDBoWgokc?list=UUFYMDSW-BzeYZKFSxROw3Rg
Stan SB - Calling: http://youtu.be/2qjBTSnhXdI

Edit: The Uploads of of music is changed to this
deadmau5 - Acedia (ponytronic cover)
Seven Ponies - Fluttersky (Ponytronic Remix)
VocalScore Pony - Away From The Grey (Ponytronic Remix)
and more coming soon...........

/Attention/: By any means am I not better. I'm still depressed and it looks like it won't stop for a long while.I'm sorry but I feel this is the only way i'll motivate myself to move on,so please understand and sorry for any inconvenience i'll make a video telling you all when i'm better and by all means I don't deserve all the support you all have given through this hard time. For more info go here: http://youtu.be/pTMQLQhJ2ww

/Mid-Rant on what has been going on/:
This week has been the worse for me yet. A break-up,followed by depression,low self-esteem,reminder of my ex's and how they rejected me,no work for this or next week,going back to school,my idleness in life where I don't know what to do next after I graduate from school,where you're surrounded by love 24/7 and can't get none of that magical feeling (actual love not love by family members or friends. I have enough of that to still keep me going),emotionally broken,and going to the hospital soon for something. Oh and for the icing or well saltiness in the wounds i'm going to a wedding and i'm invited as a guest of honor. Way to go life,way to show me that love is only if not true weakness and i'll never be loved by someone else long term. Life just loves to screw with me and make me unhappy forever despite helping others and helping people to fall in love and stuff. Sorry for the rant,enjoy this rendition by all means. I usually keep my emotions bottled in and well lock away and absorbing it like a sponge, looks like its not working this time around.