hey guys!! sooooo long with no songs around here huh...? well, I'm just a litte off, but don't you worry (if you are..) 'cause, as I always say, there'll be more sicknessia to come! ;D

Well, this one is no pony related.. I know that I haven't done some pony stuff 'round here but you'll get some metal bats soon ;D this song is about love. yes. love. one thing that you won't see too much about it in my channel... but let it be for this time at least.

I really needed to do this for myself, to say it out loud but not really what I want, but what I feel. So, hope you like it, and enjoy, 'cause it won't be more of this for long xD

LYRICS:

I gotta be the number one
stay strong and endure as much as I can
to be the last and there for you

my back is hurt, my shoulders fall
but it will feel right in the end
"To reach the sky, seed hope"
they said

so I'm never gonna quit, never gonna stop
until the day comes and I could make a move
so get ready because I'll be there

Long nights, dark days, dealing with your absence
too tired to get a shut-eye
nightmares keep me awake in the cold
but I think, it's worth the pain

I can't obey to my kind side
the chains of the life retain me
I want to escape but stay.

then what should I do?
surrender to my fears? or throw myself to abyss?
I don't know if I want to know

So I'm never gonna fall, never give up
cause I'm strong and I will show
my courage to be there

Long nights, dark days, dealing with your absence
too tired to get a shut-eye
nightmares keep me awake in the cold
but I think, it's worth the pain

Ironic the logic of this world and its ways
Ironic the time, when we embraced the knowledge

Crossroads, lifetime, trying hard to look right
too tired to wake up one more day
Don't know if I will get the chance
but this ship will carry on