Basically, (for anyone who reads or cares) I've been suffering from some severe depression the last month or so. I was put on some medication for Bipolar Mood Disorder and one of the side effects was sever depression and suicidal thoughts. I have taken this medication for two weeks and it made my severe depression worse. YouTube has been my only break from reality. I have cut once or twice because of how alone I feel. None of my friends really talk to me anymore and what I called a "best friend" blocked me because I wouldn't dump my boyfriend for him, so after 6 months he gave up trying. My anxiety has been a lot better, but I think it's being overcome by my depression itself. Not to mention, I feel like my relationship with my boyfriend is falling apart. He's been real distant the last couple of weeks.
Yes, I have talked to my doctor and he said I had to wait it out. I won't see him until August 5th.
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