Recollect single is a personal song about my feelings and memory of my mother's parting. Not usually one to make depressing songs like this, but it's something I've felt I've wanted to do for some time now. Bobcat was kind of her staple animal to me, so that explains the album art if you're wondering lawl.

Download: http://wolfblur.bandcamp.com/album/recollect

Lyrics:

December
5 days before
the day where families share their joy
But not for us
Not that year
Not that decade or the years after

So look back
and tell me why
does this have to be on me
'Cause all I can do
is howl at the moon
Hoping some answer falls from the stars
But it never works
I'm out of tries
My hope froze over, burned and fucking died
Along with my mind
Should just be blind
'Cause all I can see just reminds me

I woke up
and looked around
To find my world flipped upside down
The cold set in
Not a sound
I panicked and cried and just let it out
But in front of me
in the car seat
I find my mother cold as the ice
I shake her arm
ask her to wake
but to no avail, this was our fate

this was our fate
goddamn this fate

My brother
his first year
in this world just had to be this
I grabbed him
went outside
The silence of wreckage was the only thing in sight

So look back
and tell me why
is this memory alone with me
'Cause all I can do
is howl at the moon
Hoping some answer falls from the stars
But it never works
I'm out of tries
My hope froze over, burned and fucking died
Along with my mind
Should just be blind
'Cause all I can see just reminds me

Is this starting to drone?
Well you're not alone
Try for the next 20 years of your life
'Cause it's all that I hear
This broken record
I wish it would skip or just finally break
I often think
or maybe just believe
My keen ear was born from this all
That I wanted to hear
Wanted to listen
for any help I could get